I luv dis song!!!!!!

Gotta move on.....
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
It's hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
Don't wanna leave it all behind,
But I get my hopes up
And I watsch them fall ev'ry time.
Another color turns to grey,
And it's just to hard to watsch it all
Slowly fade away.
I'm leavin' today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

[Troy:]
What about us?
What about ev'rything we've been through?

[Gabriella:]
What about trust?

[Troy:]
You know I never wanted to hurt you.

[Gabriella:]
And what about me?

[Troy:]
What am I supposed to do?

[Gabriella:]
I gotta leave but I'll miss you.

[Troy:]
I'll miss you

[Gabriella:]
So
I've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy:]
Why do you have to go?

[Gabriella:]
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.

[Troy:]
I'm trying to understand.

[Gabriella:]
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,

[Troy:]
I want you to stay.

[Gabriella:]
I wanna go my own way.
I've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy:]
What About us?

[Gabriella:]
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.

[Troy:]
I'm trying to understand.

[Gabriella:]
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.

Well ...this song reminds me of mi past ...where i was young ...i made mistkes....and i never healed .....i dont think i will....not that i was put down...i inflicted all the pain.....
iv got to move on and be who i am.....it brings peace to mi mind....

"Too Little, Too Late"

[Verse 1:]
Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

[Verse 2:]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

[Bridge]
I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's no way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah
You know it's just too little too late
Oh, I can't wait

[Chorus (fading):]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

This applies to mi life....its jst d same....ther r so mani ppl id love to sing this song to...its so meaningful

Chinese horoscope

It's a fortunate day for you, with a lucky number of 4. To advance on your job, aggressively pursue an opportunity that comes your way at work. Because the Earth element is a calming influence, you'll be less likely to be temperamental. With your cheerfulness and witty conversation, you'll help to see that everyone has a good time at a social function.
Cool...somehow...dis stuff makes me feel wierd inside/....mi life is nowhere close to wat is being described...
mi life???
crazy...helter skelter...dats how mi mind moves....if onli i could learn...i fall into the same rut again nd again..lookin for the ultimate truth....to figure out wat im supposd to do...how im supposd to be.....nd to grow up into some1 evri1 wud repect...
yet ...mi life is shadowed....its not hell.....but its not wat ne1 wud call "the good life"

I suppose....destiny takes its turn.....

Well...i was jobless 1 da...nd it wasnt a brainwave...nor was the result a masterpiece..but it was jst an occuring thought..nd d result was above......wat do we look like>>>
dose faces are all masks...masks hiding their tru nature.....evrisingle one of dem hides sumthing from everyone.....

its not rong...ppl need to b secretive.....but being tooooo secretive is never good....

it does matter...people trying to help u tend to be pushd away....
funny....we all look wieeeeerd in the picture...i wud hav put more faces....jst dint find d time.....

thats d problm.....there never is enf time to do wat u want to do....but thee is enf nd more time to do wat u need to do.....

being creative is not rong....but it shud be put to good use ..nd not abuse.....

"In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

horoscope

Taurus Horoscope for Today

December 10, 2007

You may be facing difficulties at work, for having failed to follow your superiors' instructions.

You are advised to avoid financial transactions today. Try to postpone all major business decisions, if possible!

Spend more time with your loved one!

THe Bull i am

General character:
Taurus (the bull) is determined and peaceful. Although you are not a leader, you will recognize someone with great leadership qualities and follow them. You try to remain the same as everyone else, and are resistant to change. People will enjoy you because you have a good sense of humor and are intelligent. You are a dependable friend who is not scared off by a challenge. You may believe so strongly in your values that you will sacrifice relationships to uphold them. Some Taureans need to be told that they did a good job after accomplishing a task before they feel that they have really accomplished anything. Your friends are people in the same social standing as you, and you rarely go outside of that standing. Although you are calm and generally against fighting, you will fight if someone is provoking you. Your temper tends to explode in violent bursts that are not always directed at the person they should be.

Romantic character:
You are faithful by nature and don't indulge in love affairs unnecessarily. You like to be friendly with the opposite sex but do not go far. If you develop a weakness for the opposite sex, this could lead you into trouble.

Important Information on Taureans

• Good career choices for you are:
  
  Banking
  Medicine
  Architecture
  Farming
  Building
  Education
  Cooking
  
  
• Taureans are prone to throat illnesses, and are at risk of being overweight.
• The bull is associated with Taurus.
• Your ruling planet: Venus.
• Your lucky color: pink.
• Your lucky gemstone: emerald and pearl.
• Your lucky numbers : 2 and 8.

FOOLISHNESS

if there's one thing that makes me go mad ...its chatting with irritating people....who dont give a damn about u!

They dont care a damn about ur feeling..or ur words...or nething at all...they are boring...tok nonsensical.....and make u feel downright mad...nd worse....they crush u.

in short....dey r people who suck.....who dont want to b r frnds.....god knos y i wasted mi time on a wastel of a guy...who dint care ....the bloody guy is a real sucker... i tried to be nice.....
gyess he wasnt a guy after all...jst a crappy lazy shit guy....i hate him..wish he wud jst leev me alone...
wish i cud leev him alone....it never happens...
i forgive nd forget.
so dz he....but i shudnt forgiv him....he hurt mme!
he disgustd me.
nd he crushd mi entire world.
all bcuz f him now im pissd off...
hope he gets a good girlfrnd later on....she's never gona b me

A testimonial for mi mom

Well....if life goes on...so must i...i spent sum time thinkin abt mim mom..nd i penned down a fu words...
lookin bak....i kno i wont ever regret writing this about her...nd i also hope that she reads it....smtime....i havnt shown it to her yet!!!

A testimonial for mi mom

My mom is a star that shines
A stone that grinds
A word written bright and bold
Etched in gold

A diamond sparkling pure and true
A glowing flame
A shady tree , a buzzing bee
A flaming torch

She's a soft whisper, a gentle caress
A flowing stream, a winding river
Blossoming, flowering, growing
Spreading her reach, strengthening her roots

A sturdy wall, a smooth pebble,
A curious squirrel, a patient dog
She's divine, she's pristine
She's glory, she's majesty personified

But she's human, and she knows
And strives to keep her family close
Her tears she brushes away
Forget yesterday, Think today

Many a thought we've shared
Many a times she's there
To raise me from my grave
Tom make me soar and fly

LUV U MOM!!!!!

Remembering d old days

well..dat looks like it was taken AGES ago!!!!!

but its not.....well im sm1 in dose 4....but it dznt rili attr....
cuz wen i look at dat pic....i cn rmmmbr d fun we had....
we had gone to nagarhole..in south india..with the entire 12th grade...nd it was a nit da trip...so ew all campd out...stayd out late...dd sumtrekking...
crashd in others' rooms....
which brings me to the thot..
dis is one memory i will alwais cherish...
nd sumting i dont think i will b able to relive .....for as long as i live....
dose r fu f mi closest frnds....im glad im with them...theyv brought a lot out f me!!

DISAPPOINTMENT

well....d entire week is full of gaps...first being d irritating bitch..i cudnt stop nosing into others business' ...nd dey got pissed off at that....nd it gets sooo irritating...nd d best part it...no1 else is willing to help...or atleast willing to lisen to nething i sa...gyess dats mi fault...since d beginning....
but wat d helll....
k it was dis SUM1S idea to go for a wok...well he sd so aftr i took n half hour's walk!!...mi punctuation will not b da good hee..i jst take dis asa diary.....
well....d fact still remains dat i was disappointed with evri ones behaviour including mine.....nd this cold weathr isnt doin nethin t improve mi mood...
d onli thing that wors is music...i lisn to it evrida......
well..i was jsyt tokin to dis frnd f mine nd he claims to
iquote -

i never tell neting to every1

i dont like displaying all dis

unquote

wierd....and all dese ppl in chat bugin me about mi so clld plans....
i never plan..atleast i hardli hav rock solid plans 4 nething...

well so...its bak to mi music den.....

another mystery

Lateli..iv bin thinkin more inwardli than outwardli...which makes me look all dazed...
mi frnds kno dat look...but the pl travellin with me i d bus dont..they all think im some sort of wierdo ...
definetli i am 1....but not in the sense they think...
bak to mi actual topic...
recentli...it seems dat blore has gone colder...but there isnt a root cause to this...not that i havent lookd...but it seems unlikeli...
one more thing....
iv got to learn to keep a balance between things.....mi studies...mi eating...nd f crs d comp...
its hell trying to save time for stuff like dese stupid things...
ill hav time to do all dis later den...
bak to mi books now....

a serious revelation

Weird as tho it seems, i wanna type a lot onto this 'thing' but iv no idea how to!!! der r soo many thoughts in dis chaotic mind f mine, i don't know where to start , where to continue, and how to go on.....its a hell f a task...

i was jst lisenin to dis song patience , by take that...nd wow it has so much f meaning.....rili....
newais ..was so clueless after all dat happnd d other da, meb iv changed too much, or rather , iv begun to behave the wa other ppl do.....i prefer to think of mislf as original, but i gyess dats not the wa the others percieve me....