Sunday, March 18, 2012

Black Hole?

Dear Pingu,

Thank you, for all the days we spent together.
  • For all the times you woke me up, whistling (even though you knew i didn't like it).
  • For all the times you listened to me ranting on and on and on.
  • For all the times you wanted to be there.
  • For all the times you did what i asked you to.
  • For all the songs we shared.
  • For making me realise that you are a hopeless romantic, and sometimes, romantically hopeless.
  • For all the times you made me feel wanted.
  • For teaching me, that sometimes, you just have to let life go on.
  • For waiting for me every single time.
  • For being my google guy.
  • For all the times you told me you cared.
  • For all the times you wanted me to be there.
  • For trying to sing whenever i needed it.
  • For telling me that i'm beautiful.
  • For being my chaffeur.
  • For making me do a LOT of crazy things.
  • For being the bestest friend.
  • For cracking your non-funny jokes.
  • For spending the best and the worst moments together.
  • For always backing me up.
  • For all the times you got a 20% off on dominos' pizza.
  • For the sugar and honey cornflakes breakfast.
  • For all the extra oregano packets.
  • For teaching me Kannada and Telugu - petteskunnavu anmata?
  • For all the time spent shopping - not a remotely good experience.
  • For teaching me about cars.
  • For giving me a car to drive in. THE ALTO!
  • For every video chat, every photo, every voice recording.
  • For all the smiles, whenever i saw you.
  • For all the cards (in which you would never write)
  • For all the letters ( where writing more than a page for you was ABSOLUTE TORTURE)
  • For handling my mood swings.
  • For being friends with my people, my friends.
  • For accepting my faults.
  • For allowing yourself to be called wierd nicknames.
  • For helping me stand, when i was high.
  • For Valentine's day.
  • For the famous gift - a bouquet of red roses and chocolates.
  • For protecting me.
  • For the Metro ride.
  • For NFS on your computer.
  • For fiddling with my computer, so that it ran smoothly.
  • For making me realise that there is no one who can love me the way you do.
  • For not making my hostel (jail) life even worse.
  • For all the love you gave me.
For just being you. Thank you.
The list goes even further.
Look, I just wanted you to know, that this is just my way of saying Goodbye. It takes time for scars to heal, and it takes time to open up again.
I will always believe, that even though i had 3 amazing years with you, i could not avoid the truth. And nor could you.
I wished for the stars, not knowing i had the moon. Even though you're scarred, you're still close, and you will always be in my heart. I hope i don't regret the decision we've made.

As time passes by, I hope to not think of what could have been. And laugh at all that had happened. Times are tough, but i can make things work.

I bid adieu, to one friend, who has truly made a difference in me.
Goodbye.