well , out board exams commenced yestrda, with one of the most boring subjects, chemistry.
I like chemistry. Fiddling with the vvarious substances in the world , is fascinating. But the way our NCERT puts it, makes it look like dry rot.
It takes every ounce of resolve to plod on with studying them.
And our teachers, excludin JSR, make it so much more uninteresting, like making exciting explosive reactions sound as boring as fishing in the lake!
BUt , managed to bite , chew, nd spit it all out onto the paper. Good enough for the effort, the paper cud hav bin much more worse.
I dont expect much in chem, but bio , phy nd eng, nothn belo 95. It cant b lowr dan dat!!!...i lover dose subs!!!...nd i want to do well in dem!
Ive got another ...lets c 5 days to get dat 100 in phy. So lets do it!!!
Im actually aiming for a centum. This is unbelievable! THe last time i did was in 10th.
FInally got in touch wid Rad yestrda!.... Were so compatible! toking abt the " Long haird ppl" is one of mi fav things to do with her!
Thot id do a bit of artistry on paint. The outcomes are as shown above.
Was well appreciated , with the reply, y dyu start with hearts all the time???
SO the next thing i dd was dat one...tyhe blak nd white -
well, mom calld it a mitochondria.
Others called it wormy.
I calld it abstract. Ive got all sorts of them plastered all over in my room. THe dont lok as fat and ugly like this one, but cute and , ...i like them. So does everyone else. We used to style our names this way.
Calls came from overseas , near and far, to wish me atb for mi bords!. Honestli , FELT SOOOO GOOOD!!!!
" so how r u nd ur guy goin"??? askd one of mi relatives.
were goin on fine. is mi repli. we re takin things slow now.
"Dont get too distractd by u kno wat." is wat comes as the answer.
yes yes, bro, im not gonna follow in ur footsteps.!!!! hahaha......( obviosli i was kidding, he was such a studi studi guy ( at that time))
"hav fun, dont mug toomuch, ull forget" thhere........
ok anna , will keep dat in mind. dont booze too much ok?
"sure sis. nd keep the sights quiet."
I havnt spoken to him in ages. yet we tok like it was jst yestrday.
How the paths have turned!
How much weve all gone astray! Not lookin bak to c wat has happnd to the oders.
Pity.
Reminds me, one of mi old friends who kinda mmmmm lets say " brushed me off" calld to wish me all d best.
As good as his intentions were, I wasnt feeling good .
pity. PPl we leave behind. People leave us behind.Progress isnt it? From the third world to the developing to the developd, in wich case developd is wrt a robot.
Here's another chat i had just recently - between me and Truth: u know these days time is not gud for me
me time is not gud for u as in wat?
Truth: as in i m in delemma
me: y?
wat happnd?
Truth: actually its a big issue
6:28 PM 1 gal love me since last 2 yrs and i came to know this few monthsbcak
6:29 PM i refused her as i was not having any inclination towards her
but she now says that she can live without me and all such things
i dont know how to handle this
tell me something
wht shud i do
6:30 PM me: how well do u kno her?
Truth: she was my class mate in my graduaitons
i mean for 2 yrs
but she was never my frnd
i mean hardly did i speak to her
6:31 PM in d dream i never thought of such things happening
only god knows whts goin in gals mind and heart
me: meb u shud tell her u never thot of her in dat wa
Truth: now she remains sick and doesnt eat also
i told her
me: shes sufferin from DEPRESSION!
6:32 PM Truth: she doesnt say anything but... recently her sister called me up and said that she is not eating anything and is sick and i m responsible for it
now wht can i do to help her
6:33 PM me: hav u visitd her?
Truth: i mean i know she is very simple
ya i met her a month ago when i was in lucknow
me: u shud c her now
Truth: u know she use to send me msgs and call b during last few yrs...but i thought that she is just wana b frnd
me: wenevr at d earlies
6:34 PM just b wid herfor time
Truth: i m in noida and she is in lucknow
me: nd tell her....how horrible d realitonship wud be
Truth: u know she gave me a gold pendant on my bday
me: dats d onli thing u cn do
Truth: but i refuse to take tat
Since wen dd i become an advisor? am i dr love r sumtin? how do i kno. hav i experiencd such stuff?? no!
im above all dat. True d hurt lingers for a while, but its a nu day ahead. Y wud i want to ruin dat?
It all leads to one conclusin. Your heart belongs to u. and onli u. No1 else.and ur bf ,o crs.
I prefer to think of it as " i dont give mi heart easily" .
ok chal, u seem to hav typed a bit too much now.
Mom nd dad shud b bak soon.
