so sumone described what love was....

i happend to appear online on bearshare....a very big mistake.....being flooded with all dese im's and friend requests.....its not a happy experience at all......after telling everyone that ur a sum1 in thiis earth 5 times...one does get rili bored , bugged, not to mention impatient as the questions keep comin on nd on nd on. adn u hav to keep typing the same replies...and sum buddhoos..dont seem to understand correct english.......and answer in the most biased english..

but ...out of approx 25 ppl.... i found one...who seemd to be pretty interesting....he askd me d usual..if id had a bf..nd such....he askd me if i knu wat love was.....i sd no....but ya...watevr iv felt must b close to it..im not a many men woman....

i askd him what he thot it ws..i found his repli close to what i felt....but honestli..if that's love..how do most people in love ever survive????

here's d bit of d conv.. we had...

alpit: do u bliv in luv??me: i do bliv inn love

i dont kno wat it is tho

4:02 PM alpit: i think,,,,,love is emotion 2 feel as other

4:05 PM me: hmm

it is an emotion

4:06 PM but i dont know how it makes one feel

4:07 PM alpit: if we like 2 meet wid someone alltim,,,want 2 see 4 a while at any cost,,,relate everythin wid him.......

its love

4:08 PM feel happy or sad wid his or her emotion

4:09 PM love is mainly a mental understandin b/w two

4:10 PM r u there???

me: ya...

uv bin in love huh??

alpit: yea....was sumthing good and bad...will never regret it.

i cud relate to watevr he defined....
but the question still remains...

getttin mi feet on the floor

ther's smthing sweet , and almost kind
but he was mean adn he was course and unrefined

and now he's dear and so unsure
i wonder why i dint c it there before

she climbs this way
i thot i saw
and wen we touched she dint shudder at mi paw!
no we cant be...illl just ignore...
but then she's never lookd at me that wa befor

oooooooo isnt this alarming???
whod hav evr thot that this cud be..
tru that hes no prince charming
but thers suthing in him that i simpli dint c.....

there may be sumthing there that wasnt there b4

fairytale music.....courtesy...beuty and the beast

loveli music i must say...if i could attach an audio clip here...i definetli wud hav....

its definetli better than lisening to " crazy kiya re"....a zillion trillion times bettr....
meb u cant dance dat much to d badb song...but ya....its much more likeable ....

but ya...one thing it doesnt do....it dose NOT let u stop dreaming...dats unles ur a cold logic sorta person...which im not!!!!

so i cant get to reality when lisenin to dis song...which i y..i ....dont lisen to it much.....i was jst browsin thru d files to c wat music i put on d mp4.....nd i came across dis song...nd i felt so warm once again! :)

tru tru amrita very tru....how will u ever grow up....ders no dream man whos going to come!!!....ull jst hav to adjust!!!

BALLS!!!IM NOT DAT SORTA PERSON...I HAV MI IDAELS TOO....IM NOT GONNA B RIGID WID DEM...BUT YA..I KNO MI DREAM MAN EXISTS.....IM NOT GONNA WAIT FOR HIM....WHO SD??? I HAV MI OWN LIFE!!!...IF I FIND HIM?? ITS GONNA BE SO.... SO .....COLLOSAL!!!

dreamland again????

LOOK HERE, I KNO UR D MORE SENSIBLE ONE, ATLIST MOST OF THE TIMES....GIVRE ME A CHANCE......Y DONT U?????

dd u kno anger...helps people make better decisions???? in a survey it sd....people who r angri..tend to easili reach key points and make better decisions....
but the anger referred to is calculated anger....not hysterical rage.....

U TAUNTING ME??

no no, that wasnt mi intention at all. it was just a wa of diverting the conversation.but hell...wherever i go, u alwais seem to be willing to but ur head against the wall.what can i say

thats were ur illogical self comes into picture, were u assume mani things. where u visualise stufff that has , and never will happen.

ADVICE............ITS POURING IN ON ME FROM EVRIWER. I DONT KNO ABT U, BUT IM SINKING.

whoa..u can chose who and what u wanna lisen to!!!...remmbr d "wateva" guy???? he dd jst dat!!!
and remmbr......u can hear.....no need to listen!
just dont forget urself in d process.....dont forget that atlist fu ppl want good.

YEAH. SO THATS ALL FOR NOW?

ur going???? now????

STUPD SOULS TEND TO READ THIS ....

it doesnt matter.....who cares...the best they can do is fone or msg!...

TCHEH!.....I AGREE WITH U...FOR ONCE!

go on nd catch up with wat uv lost ok??nd dont forget!!!!!

ILL TRY NOT TO!.TTYL!!!

ps- to all dose folks reading this - its reali meaning less readin dis. shes alright . with her feet on the floor. this was a diary entri made on 12 november 2007 actualli.

she just decidd to put it down here.