Well, the fucker's at it again.
Look at what i was led into - a no win situation.
Bloody fuck fuck FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
Why is it always pigheadedness? Why is it always refusal?
The fucker got fucked up!
What bullshit! How could I let this happen? Why did i even bother asking?
However do I try and recover? A word of caution, is enough to tear apart stuff! Why didn't I realise where it was taking me?
F.U.C.K!
This requires something I can't take. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
Gotta go jump on the bed and scream into the pillow, I'm furious for not doing what i felt like doing!
Why does arrogance always have to triumph? Why does it lead to regret and remorse?
Did I start it? Why, oh why? FUCK man fuck.
Ya, fucked up day, fucked up self esteem, and fucked up energy.
Ive got no enthusiasm.
Where's my relief? Gotcha, the phone, nothing more motivating than a nice, long call.
Here I come, and here i go.
