Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Gosh!!! Part 3

I totally forgot to tell you something.

During the sports fest, i'd seen this laproscopic surgery video. FREAKY.
Till then, we'd never done dissection.... So, seeing these people dig into the body, seeing all that stuff inside was creepy, i felt nauseated.

Well, the moment i'd been dreading had come. It was college again... we'd gotten our uniforms, we'd gotten to know the seniors well, and the food had improved.
Problem was, i wasn't on okay terms with everyone. I felt so out of place. Like I was a total stranger. Everyone knew things, and i didn't!

College felt wierd, at first, i didn't complete my notes, i had so much of catching up, i had to get in tune with my teachers, finish off my assignments, so much of work!!!
My internals were coming closer.
You might be thinking i was under a whole lotta stress, tension and what not...
I was least bothered.

Went home again, spoke to everyone, days seemed soo monotonous. I longed for a change.
See, Time passed by, and i'd become good friends with timpu and chimpu and mr mh, and atleast, when we were together....i used to feel happy... otherwise, in hostel, i used to get so bored with up1 and up2.

We had more tests, more visits to the ashram... and i think my parents were pushing me to study more and more... so were my friends.... it was at this time that mr pissoff used to talk to me... very often.. i used to lose sleep. I'd lost focus.

It was around christmas... when there was satsang. After lots of begging and pleading, i agreed to go. Apparently, the clothes i wore that day, stole everyone's attention... i looked super sexy, what curves, i'm gonna propose to you on feb 14th.... bla bla bla were the comments i got....

Pink cheeks throughout the satsang. I had a lotta fun. For once, it was good to have all eyes on me.... :D

I think it was around this time that i met Non-devil's best friend.... let's call him Pingu.

Sometimes, i need to unwind, and i wanted some company....so, around the end of december, Me and surat decided to go to Calabums... i love the chaat there...and besides, i wanted to take surat there..she was stupid enough not to have visited that place there before!!! I'd gone there too many times, i'd virtually had most of my food there during our practice sessions....

So, directly after college, we decided to head there... and in front of us, was this couple..
And both of us were trying to identify who these two were.... And that's when i notices one of them was non-devil!! Omg!! she didn't even tell me she had a bf!
So we caught up... and well, he wasn't what i expected him to be... after all that she had said about him... some sort of stiff silent robot...

We four ended up eating chaat together.... imagine- 3 noisy girls, one silent guy... tsk tsk.
I had a good time.... two samosa masala's.

I simply spoke to him. I mean, i didn't want him to be felt left out.... which i guess he was, obviously. He was bored, and boring.
And i payed the bill. Note that down. It's an important point. It's something i'll never regret.

He was upset. He didn't tell me.... He told non-devil. And she told me.....
So, somehow, we started smsing each other...
One night, non-devil dropped by.... and that's when she popped a q i don't think anyone would have ever faced!

She asked me to be his gf.


WHAT????HELLO????


My lower jaw would have touched the floor....

surat was shocked too... and then non devil's explained herself... she thought i was the perfect match for him. She thought he needed to get over his old girl. She wanted to help him. And since i was also her bff, and i had her permission to be his gf... it was perfect. If i agreed.

Well, i was dumbfounded, i guess. At a loss of words. Unknowingly, someone had matched me with someone. I mean, he was so NOT my type, i thought.... we're almost like opposites... he's silent, i'm a loudspeaker. He's introverted, and i'm extroverted. He's thin, and i'm FAT! Where do we match???

SHe said she'd make him come over once again... he said he wanted to pay me back for paying the bill.... to make me get to know him better. I said, what the heck, if nothing happens, atleast i get a free chaat....

New Year's day came and went.

By that time...we frequently messaged each other... nv jokes, forwards, all that crap. And his q's!!!!! HOw many? Even i get bored of asking so many q's.

So he came.
I'd pleaded with surat to come...after a lot of begging she came....c'mon, we needed an even no. of people...

So, the four of us went. Again. This time, we spoke directly... and you know, he carried my bag.(cause i asked him to) .. Same thing... same food, same faces... only difference was that his purse became lighter.

So we walked up back to college, me as usual cursing the wanna-be-show-off drivers. I think i saw him smile...

We had our AH test coming up. 58 shlokas to learn. Full of names of drugs, and which diseases they cure. Bad bad bad. And i'd missed her classes. So, i didn't know anything.

ANd i wasn't studying. One day i'd banked upon was the 7th. It was a holiday. So i thought i'd do most of the learniing then....
On 6th, pingu said he'd call. To know my life story. ( he wasn't interested in me, he was jobless)

Okay, i thought it'd be an hour's call... surely i could spare that much time...He woke me up in the morning.. and he called.

We talked and talked. It was like i was back in school, talking for hours without a care in the world. I didn't know i could talk sooooo much, that too with someone i hardly knew!!!
Everything just transformed.

I couldn't concentrate. AH went down the drain. We spoke from around 9 30 till around 4. And then in the night too. I don't know what happened. It was like i'd orgotten everytihng else.

He decided to come the next day. This time, surat decided not to come. So, it was 3 of us. He gave me a teddy, and a card.

We talked. I'm not gonna go into detail about that part... just that non-devil went halfway. And it was the 2 of us. He played a few songs for me.
:D :D :D :D :D :D

So, then, i had to leave back to hostel, it was at 6 45 that i was about to enter my room, when he called. And he said it. (use your imagination)
And so did i.

Well, the date was Jan 8th. See...almost 3 months now...

Ever since then, we talked almost every single day.. It became an obsession. All of my friends began scolding me for not giving attention to my studies. Our internals were due to start on feb 2nd.

Everyone figured out the truth about us eventually. When i went home, everyone was debating whether i'd tell my parents. I did it. Don't ask me how though... to understand, you'd have to be me.

Well,












THis is the end of much awaited part 3 folks!!!

Part 4 has my exams, my hols, and a lot lot more... it is a big job... AAAHHH!!!!