Oh joy, seems again i'm all tongue tied.
Wish i knew the difference between where to stop and where to start
So, tomorrow's women's day, and we all plan to go out, and just .....go out. Nothing lavish, nothing great. just going out.
And being a family
The facts stand as below -
1)What people say is or can be very misleading. Very, for the simple reason that - eithr wat they say is not what they meant to say, or is not properly understood .Same with their actions, they can be very misleading.
2)Whatever happens, happens for a reason, if you weren't able to make it to school on time, it's for a reason. The only catch is that we don't kno what the reason is.
3)All the above is something that's called "words of wisdom"
I don't care about words of wisdom.
I need the truth. No vague answers.
that's another fact. I ask. I want answers.
Here i am, surrounded by nonsense, looking for that one grain of truth. I don't give a damn if it hurts or not, but i want it. Actually, it does matter if it hurts or not, but its better than reciprcating emotions for a downright lie.
I wish i was more than human.
So that i could understand what life's all about.
What death is. What we do after we die, what we become, what our mission is.
Mom says that, the fact that these questions arise from me is a very good sign. That i don't take what is around me for granted.
She's already advanced. Way beyond.
Shivaratri is one day, i ask all my questions to Shiva. After all, he destroys, so he would know the answer, and would also "destroy" mi questions.
I got answers, but all in a wierd way. Haven't yet figured out the meaning.
THIS BLOG POST IS B.O.R.I.N.G. BBBBBOOOOORRRRRIIIIINNNNNGGGG
i dint ask you to read it . Its sumthing i write what i think about.
Oh totally forgot, was chatting with my frieng , hes Mr G. A totally "careful" "caring" "carefree" guy.
We were tokin about a lot, which was when the topic of tru happiness, also known as "bliss" came up.
And my days were all not blissful. I complain, a lot, dammit. About the fluff in the world, and the stuff it hides.
He's a great motivator, can change a grin to an ear-to ear smile.
Thanks, mr G. i o u 1.
