Monday, January 28, 2008

monday blues, whites,greens and blacks

tring tring!!!!!!
dats d alarm...weakin me up in d mornin

dad comes in

here's ur water ...and juice...and coffee with ur b fast

ty dad! i sa

( i kno u think im wieeerd to hav all this at once but i dont....im just lazy to go down nd get them ... so dad brings dem all up...to giv me compani while i mug write and revise)

wash mi face .. brush mi teeth....bla bla bla

got to mi books at 5

the onli thing dat is in mi head is the fact that the week has begun again...back to the daily monotony which breaks mi head, back to the daily downloads of information from the book to mi head....sigh!

im gonna go bonkers soon..if im alredi not!


it happens every single time...on a monday...my least fav day of d week ....mi dad makes the most gloomi kind of bfast....porridge...ragi porridge...sigh

even sprouts are more interesting

but today..for me sumhow time passed by so so slowli....like mi watch ws dead!

or meb i finishd studyin a lot more than i usualli do!

its bin such a long time since i felt young ..u kno totalli mast and carefree.....i jst let rip today...evn tho i was alone...

but hell its bak to monotony again aftr sumtime...like evri1 sz....DRAW THE LINE> nd stay within the limits

im a daredevil....so?

so?

what does it matter to ne1 ...as to what kind i am...im just timepass.....casual timepass...

it matters to me!!! one f mi frnds say!
i care!... another sz

i think we shud change d topic .............sm1 sz


wateva......yet another

wat???????....and the replies go on...nd on nd on

insecurities...uncomfortable....

leave . get out. right now. its the end. we exist no more. its u . its me. no we.

hello...who sd im hurt....im flying away!!!!