I'm listening to the song Only hope - It says by mandy moore, but i'm not too sure about that.
I love this song. It's slow, not many people would like it. It's those sort of songs you sing when you're alone, and you're singing in the night, when you're in the moonlight. It's emotional. When i listen to this, it's like i get goosebumps on the inside.
Try listening to it if you have time. Today, there was a solar eclipse. Supposedly the longest eclipse. This isn't gonna repeat for the next 1000+ years!!! Savvy!!!
It's my brother's Bday tomorrow. Dunno if he'll like the gift i've got for him. He's more of the kiddish little bro cum typical guy.
He has many faces, just as we all do. The face i get to see is explained as follows - He's friendly, occupying, sensitive, emotional, and yes, when provoked, his rages aren't easily controlled. He's into games, making stuff, and doesn't give a shit about girls. To me, he's open, and tells me stuff he hasn't told mom or dad. Obviously, that's how all siblings are. He's irritating. Eats my head just when i don't wanna be disturbed. ENOUGH ABOUT HIM!!!!
The first thing is, it's so bloody difficult to get a guy a gift. VERY DIFFICULT.
Everything that looks good for a guy is either expensive, or very rare, or he's already got it!
Hell. My brother falls in the same category. He has the games i wanted to buy, he wanted a memory card, it's already been given, and he doesn't use deo. ( I guess that's why guys' deo's are more advertised, guys hardly use deos!!! )
I don't like buying him clothes. Our styles are WAY different. The previous experiences are enough to show that.
Well, soon he'll be 15!!
At home, everything is fine. Dad's sitting on a call. Even though the day was spent at home, it was not a good day. Fought with up1, of all people. Keeping away from mom now. And her 'boyfriend'.
I don't know, what's going on. SOmetimes, even at home, i feel alien. Like i don't belong here. I'll talk about that later.... will ttyl!!!
