an enlightening chat.....

well ther are these people who try to understand who u r......nd dey do theyr best....
i dont kno wat makes me so uneasy.....d moment dey try to ask questions...i just shrivel up...im obscure...im a thinker....im sensitive....i am so much....i am so less too
well ther is dis frnd f mine....name hidden....who i rili thot was s much like me...in ways of thinking...atleast...he made ma happy funny sad angri...i felt so mani emotions at d same time......
heres a part of d conversation we had....

him:
to be frank

maybe

i dunno

to be frank

i dunno myself

i dunno wad im doin in this world

me:
nor do i

him:i dunno for wad reason god sent me

to this world

me:
same here

him:: coz all i knw is i haven done anythin gud till now

me:
id like to kno who god is.

who r wat?

nd who gave him all dat powr

him:: some1 or somethin i and u (if im not rong) believe in

me:
y d hell he dznt use it to help us

him:: probably he was the first one to be born

i agree

probably he wants us to knw how to use it on our own

to be self sufficient

to be independent

and to care for evry1 al of us knows

me:
if we had d power na?

i dont think i do...

him: i believe in god

me:
i dont ha d power to b evriwer

him: but still i will say

u do

me:
i bliv dat ders a force

him: its there inside

u

hidden in a corner

me:
no person...

him: waitin to be unleashed

me:
god dznt hav a bodi...

him:
probably

probably not

me:
i wish id think d wa u do

him: no1 knws

me:
i want to kno...

told u

i like to kno evrithing

abt death

about god

about mi duty here

him:: ul knw it l8r in life

me:
i cant wait

him: atleas im pretty sure ur born to do somethin gr8

me:
nd how cn u b so sure

him: somethin which only u can do

thats wher ur inner knowledge comes

one thing u shud knw is to believe in urself

although im saying all this i hav nevr had the trust in me

me:
i was wonderin

d same

him:i will probably believe u

but not myself

i dunno y

and probably for that reason god sent me

here

me:
it happens...advice is d easiest to give...hardest to rake

tak

e

him:: i agree

me:
i dont kno who to ask all mi questions ....

him:: i do belive that nothin is impossible

ask ur self

ask b4 sleeping

ul knw all the answers in ur dreams

me:
ya....dey all come bak to d same thing..

him:: dreams r a reality

me:
if onli i was god

him:: ur

me:
o rili

him:: ur to me

to ur parents

to ur other friends

and to all the ppl around u

whom u make happy

but i won say happiness is evrythin

u need money as well

yup thats wat i felt i he had so silmilar to wa i had......der r so mani things n dis world i hav to discover...i hav to learn......i hav so much to do........i hav to c so mani things in life...

im gonna do de all ....nd i hope to accomplish d tasks i wantd to n d chat...
adios for now