Monday, February 18, 2008

stranger

I had been bsy for quite a long time. I din't realise that there were so many dangling with a loose thread.....
On graduation night, where i sat, i looked, saw , thought nd i realised that there was so much i had to tell them .HOw lcky i was to hav realised it on dat day, when everyone made themselves available, knowing that it may very well be the last moment together.

ANd for once, i felt good, hearing them, lisenin to them, to not speak . Just silent approval.

It made up for all that silent resentment we all had.

Im glad my life has people like my friends. Unlike people who act like strangers, even though ur a familiar face.
It happens. Whose to blame. Mom sd " just drop it . U will get what u deserve"

Mum knows the truth.

It works. Just drop it. Though obviously...at times it wudnt....what if two lovesick people want to contact each other, and they are advised that way, each waits for the others signal, with doubt and resentment growing day by day.

EXACTLI. C??? DATS Y I SPENT QUALITY, NOT QUANTITY TIME FRIENDS WITH MI FRIENDS.

u wer tokin abt lovesik ppl here....i dont think ur friends fit the scene.

IT WAS AN EXAMPLE. ITS FICTION. HAVNT U CIN MOVIES???

who hasnt? but good zula, u lisen to what ur heart says. and u lisen to ur parents. But ur yelling and shouting dznt stop

WEN I GET ANGRI I GET ANGRI..... NO1 CAN STOP ME. MI PARENTS KNOW I DO IT FOR A LARK, AND I DO KNOW WEN TO CONTROL IT....REMMBR UR "CALCULATED ANGER"??? DATS EXACTLI WHAT IM DEMONSTRATING!!!

taaliyaan!!! Taaliyaan!!! Bravo!! Who knows, ur changing dramatically!!! FOr the better!!!IM so happy for you!!!.Im sure you are very happy!

Someone once said - In your weakness , you can find strength.

What strength hav u found?

IV NOT FOUND STRENGHT///I HAD IT ALL ALONG....JUST HAD TO USE IT.//IM NOT MENTIONING IT HERE/

again...the same thing. Whoever reads this wil not understand it. We both know that.

STILL , DIS IS NONSENSE FOR MANY. ITS NOT WORTH IT.

o chalo, vahin chod dete hain. thodi kami, yeh chalo seh jaayenge. Bas , ab baat band karo, aur chalte hain hum

And there she goes, back to her world. Its a different place. It was filled with layers of dust, its shiny now...in many spots. She's cleanin herself. Letting all the rubbish out. Letting all the wasteful time go. Recreation.

Nobody believes me wen i tell them that u out of mind
Nobody believes me wen i tell them that theres so much to hide
u treat me like a queen wen we go out
Wana show everyone what our loves about
all on top of me whenever there is a crowd
But when no1's around

There's no kindness in ur eyes
the wa u look at me is just not right
and i can tell whats goin on dis time
theres a stranger in mi life
Ur not the person i once knew
are u scared to let em kno its u??
if they cud onli c u like i do
then dey wud c a stranger too

did i ever do nethin dat was dis cruel to u?
u make urself look perfect in every way
so wen this goes down i the one who will be blamed
ur plan is workin so u can jst walk awa
baby ur secret's safe
such a long way back
from this place where weve arrived
when i think of all the time iv wasted
i could cry


I shudnt have gone dat far, bt u might have gyessed what she cleaned.

WHAT ARE YOU DING HERE???? I THOT WE AGREED ON SUMTHING!!!

u know me, just let this out. were not gonna let slip the name are we???

HOW CUD U??? I SWEAR IM GONNA SING D SAME SONG TO U 2!!!

giggle.....dont get angri

To all mi ppl der,
thanks for helpin me whenever i needd u, thanks for letting me go, thanks for showing me mi wings to make me fly. Mi priceless possesions.
Its time for me to do d same.

WTF???? sumtimes, u get too senti RA. CHill DERS A LOT LEFT TO LIVE FOR. THE NEW LIFE AWAITS WITH OPEN ARMS. U MUST LOOK RECIEVABLE, NOOT LIKE AN EMPTY DUSTBIN

btw...whch wud u like more, an empty or a full dustbin?

No comments: