Friday, January 11, 2008

School.....a truckload of memories


on farewell day...on graduation day...i dont kno wat ill b missing most.....mi friends ...d ambience in skool...or d teachers.....
ill miss all d fiting nd fun we had....
ill remmbr all d funni episodes...all d playing.....it was so awesome...
i was in mi skool togethr for 10 yrs.....a lot has bin done....so much done
so much to do
im not tokin abt learnin.....iv got to try nd remmbr all dose days....nd never forget dem..!!!!

what a big deal u mit say...it is a big deal....no1 remmbrs deyr past....but ya i want to...so ill try

ur wonderin wat dat pic is doin here>>>>> dats a mark on mi hand..made by mi best friend..... shes so sweeet
...tho i had to wash it d next da....waaaaah!!!
nd dat tattoo brings bak sooo much to me...dats y i had to put it.....

The PERFECT guy...

Recently , one of mi frnds asked me (on chat) what the perfect guy for me was....
how wud i define him.....well
this set me thinkin...nd i went thru mi old diaries...nd i found what i was lookin for.....the way i wantd the perfect boyfriend.....all writtn way bak wen i was in 8th grade!!! Tho my views right now differ a bit.....its amazing how mature mi mid was ven in those days....when i had a slur in mi speech....nd wen mi life underwent so much change.....i dont even remmbr much of that time....
SO here goes.....mi entire list......of what d perfect guy is...

ok....it may sound illogical....but i found nothin else dat would define him!!!!

1) A person who loves me more than he loves his life.Even if this doesn't happen during our first meeting.....its a sign of true love.

2)
A person whom i can count on, someone who encourages, enlivens, calms, and makes me open up.

3) A good decision maker. A blessing in disguise.

4) A person who can undderstand what im goin through. A person who can accept me for who i realli am.

5) A faithful, truthful,just, humble, polite, ehose smile should reach his eyes.

6)A tinge of ego is fine......cuz he needs to challenge me 2!

7) A person who doesn't give in to negative stuff like smoking, drugs, drinking etc.....( it shud not b like he's addicted or sumthing!!! he can have it occasionalli.....duuh cuz even i like to)

8)A guy who keeps company, who will take out time just for me, a guy whom i can respect.

9) Someone who loves the same kind of music that i do, someone who ensures safety and security.

10)A person who trusts me. And forgives me.


11) A person whose feelings i can reciprocate...an finally a person who buys me stuff......watevr it may be......and who constantli tells me he loves me!!!!!

Yup ...thats it...so wat dd u think??

Thursday, January 10, 2008

gabble, gobble grapple, GAAAAAAA

ok so that was the stupides title iv evr seen.....iwerd isnt it....
now to let you know about the way things stand...
first of all u shud kno wat thngs are...they can be anything......from mi table to d books on dem to the clouds outside...to this computer...to the people on the streets....yea yea.....u get mi point...
wel....
here...wat i mean by thinhs r how things r goin with evr1.....

well hopefulli we'll b goin to dat place on lavl rosd...watevr its calld..mocca r sumtin..

d parti's on monda....DD as usual....kinda stupid....im jst goin der to b wid mi frnds.....
wat else is der to look fwd to?

nd ya...i hav mi final prep exam wich is math ( YUCK!!!!) on monda.....nd den freedom!!!

things r goin in d +ve dirn.....a very good sign....

Zokra has a bad nerve pull...d pain s killin her...poor thig i rili feel bad for her.....must b awful..

I saw jwm....fu days ago....jst awesome...lovd d kissing scene..was so cute.....i find sum scenes in sum movies stupid....dey drool over each other ...dats all.....nd we sit with it for 5 mins.....but sum kisses r so cute nd nice....

ok ditch dat...i went of to a totalli different topic.....

gugo is doing all she can to get a dam centum ....to avoid being killed bi her mom..

fifi???? shes great.....but shes busi preparing for iit nd all her Us entrance exams....she's happy.....but ya...we're all wonderin as usual...how she gets d energy nd d will to do it all!

zazu? shes doin good...she suggestd dat mocca place too btw.......yup thats d gist....

shitta.....shes jst herself...makin me go bonkers all d time....dats i ilke her!!!!

Courtesy's sake

ME and mi frnds go for a party
We call someone else too
She's not our frnd, jst sm1 we kno
Courtesy's sake

I invite my friends over
My parents ask me to call someone
I dont know her, but mi parents do
Courtesy sake

Its someone's birthday celebration
I hardly know the person
Yet i have to get this someone something theyll like
Courtesy's sake

How many times have i bin called
just for courtesy's sake?
Just how many times have i felt stupid, doing the unrequired?
just for courtesy's sake

Wil i always hav to fake a smile
just for courtesy's sake?
YEs...dammit...so jst put on that mask, act truly happy
just for courtesy's sake