In seventh heaven!

I think I just went mad.

I'm in seventh heaven! OMG ! I cannot believe what just happened. I think My mom would hav jumped 1 foot into the air when she saw me scream and jump all around the room!!!!!

All is calm now, but I' still quivering with anticipation and excitement, how is it going to be?
I keep analysing my emotions. Eurgh!

But he called! HE called He CALLED!

Omg , I think Im going to faint!

We toked and talked and takd and talked. Sigh~ When will I ever grow up?

You are soooooo delirious!, one of my friends tell me.

Defi, defi defi, im grinning from ear to ear, and everyone wonders who is gonna make the next move.

Oooooooh, what a day!, MY DAY! its one after the other.

Alright, time to get back onto some firmer ground, dad plans to make me join this crash course, and i don't know where ill be driving towards. PHHLAKAWAAKKKAA SPLAAAAT!

Yup, that describes me in a nutshell. It's time to lookup everything, that's become dusty in FB. Gotta lot to catch up over there. btw, hes on fb 2!

I don't think it would be easy to put my mind on studies now. Uh oh.

Ocean's eleven is worth watching. Its a nice story, and a nice plot.

Guru is ok, the only thing I'm fond of in the movie is its script, I'ts likeable, nothing great.

After seeing that movie 4 times, that's the only feedback i can give.

Well, what's new? everything! I've not only found something new, I'm looking forward to all that is there !!!

Ok, so whose in love?? dad asks, behind my shoulder.

pat comes the reply. Its not love dad, a lot lot more than that. It's called , the connection.

Hmmm, so he's gone, and ya, well, its true, whoever i interact with, we do have a connection. I didn't realise it at all. Ok i did, but what does interaction mean? Communacation, both ways.

So far so good. A connection is there, and whatever connects us could be anything. Who knows! I'm not going to try and figure that out, my mind would explode cosmically.

Well, alls well that ends well,

No wonder they say, loose connections! I know I've got many. Time to pull them all through.

Btw, Taurians rule! In the holi"battle" yesterday, me nd D, the girl next door used our pichkaris to the max! and in doing so, we "defeated th guys, but kudos to them, they kinda removed all the turmeric nd stuff from my hair!

It was fun. FUN! D was of great help, all those water buckets and pichkaris from her side won us the battle, and of course, so did the refree, our opposition's mom.

Gotta get outa back on my fb vampires zombies and slayers, gotta be a rank1!!!!back to the old days!

Zokra's oof to chennai till 27th. I'm missing her so. Wait till i tell her the good news!!!

Updates.

Well, today was math, and that , my 12th CBSE exam ended, so does my school life. I'm now officially, an ex-NPS ite.
Oh joy!

Well, we also plan to play holi tomorrow, and be all natural, with natural colours, but lots n lots of water balloons. And the pichkari, of course.

So me and my bro used up an entire hour and a half filling up those water balloons he bought from the store.Back pain, after all that continuous bending down, refilling, bending down, picking up, all that.

Who cares? PAin lasts for such less time.

Well, gave all the bye bye "gifts", and went to the prefects house for lunch and a sorta get together.And we saw shivaji, starrign rajnikanth, age 58.

As zokra aptly put it - "it was stupidly funny"

WE had fun.laughing, talking, reminscing, everything.

One more cherished memory,
bye tuki, bye cuci, bye sage, bye everyone. It was well worth it/

Quawali,

Well, bio just got over and ive got math in a few days, on 20th, to be precise.

After that - it will be mauja hi mauja - but only for a few days i suppose, ya, with my parents around, Ive got no choice but to prepare for the other xams that are coming.
:(

Well, the near future is not something i look forward to.

There's nothing in it, nothing at all, it literally is moving on, growing up, letting go, and all that.

wonder if ill get a college in blore.
Man, allopathic docs have such an aversion towards ayurveda!!

Talking about aversions, I'm trying to overcome the stupid aversion i have towards practicing calculus!

There's no secret at all, i just sit with someone and do it, well, so there's no distractions and stuff, but i resent this sort of math all the time.

Give me totalling, simple math, arithmetic, neat algebra, with trigs, or logs, ill do it!

But calculus? Integration? It does not seem to fit anything ! It totally defies the logic i have, and i have very little patience with it.

Its stupid.

Math can be fun. Dad says it's a mental block I have, well, that's not completely true.
I just see no particular help that integrating 1 +logx/ log x would have,
ok well that sum is stupid, ne1 can solvge it,
it was just an wxample, but its useless!!!!!! There's nothing satisfying in doing worthless sums like them!

Ok, so you're looking for satisfaction in math too?

Defi!!!I love solving problems!

Looking at all that integration makes my stomach go phlaakgurglllldrgghfifsoooofthrrrp!

Or maybe I'm just hungry. Gotta grab a "bite" then!

Uh oh, eating with mehendi on my hands, will not be easy, hey, they should have that as a task for Roadies 5.0!!!! :)

Its a stupid task anyways, but its worth trying!

When i say fine, doesn't mean its all right. It means whatever. It means i have no choice, that reminds me , thats what SSR was talking about yesterday, in the rain. We happened to go to the new school SSRVM, in kachamaranahalli, and he came. What a crowd, and what a downpour!

It always happens, i get the chance to meet him, I always shy away from it!!! Every single time!

But ya, i don't know, mom says that SSR is like her guru, but me? He's not mine, I'm sure of that. They say that the teacher chooses the student. Well, teacher, WHERE ARE YOU?

I want to learn, ( not calculus)!!!

phlaakgurglllldrgghfifsoooofthrrrp!
phlaakgurglllldrgghfifsoooofthrrrp!
phlaakgurglllldrgghfifsoooofthrrrp!
phlaakgurglllldrgghfifsoooofthrrrp!
phlaakgurglllldrgghfifsoooofthrrrp!


Ok ok !!!! c ya!

Crash, boom bang!

Well, the fucker's at it again.
Look at what i was led into - a no win situation.
Bloody fuck fuck FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

Why is it always pigheadedness? Why is it always refusal?
The fucker got fucked up!

What bullshit! How could I let this happen? Why did i even bother asking?
However do I try and recover? A word of caution, is enough to tear apart stuff! Why didn't I realise where it was taking me?

F.U.C.K!

This requires something I can't take. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
Gotta go jump on the bed and scream into the pillow, I'm furious for not doing what i felt like doing!

Why does arrogance always have to triumph? Why does it lead to regret and remorse?
Did I start it? Why, oh why? FUCK man fuck.

Ya, fucked up day, fucked up self esteem, and fucked up energy.
Ive got no enthusiasm.

Where's my relief? Gotcha, the phone, nothing more motivating than a nice, long call.

Here I come, and here i go.